IM BAAACKKK!! I’ve been in a hiatus because, well, I was depressed. It’s a thing. But I’m feeling better and I’m ready to write again. Hell, I started this as a way of therapy for me; I just opened it because I know I’m not alone. I have several floating notebooks around that I’ve written stuff in, in the past, to help me out; remember stuff, get things out. I’m going to get back to that too. But I’m going to refresh myself with the old writing me, and use those reminders as fuel. Self care is not a perfect process. It’s a lot of levels, breaks, sleeping, rejuvenation, tears, walks, dangerous thoughts, solitude, and so much more; while you get your rhythm and retrain your mind. As long as you move forward, that’s the main thing. The other thing is forgive yourself. I have to do that A LOT. Even when it comes to my blog. I could have been writing, but I feel I have such perfectionist issues, whereas it causes me to overlook. I’ve never done this kind of thing before. And I want this to be a wonderful informative, encouraging, freeing, liberating blog; however it help, or is used. And I’m going to use it for me.
So here we go. I’m jumping ! I’m here. I’m going to do this when I’m up to it. It’s not going to be perfect. And I’m ok with that. I might jump all over the place, BUT I’M HERE! That’s the important thing for me. I’m going to get back to writing a journal. I’m going to get back to a daily regimen. I don’t worry about who don’t like me, because I have my own lane; and I can only live for ME. Not my kids, parents, friends, spouse, ME. You do the same. You the only one that can fit in your pine box. Live your best life. Rather say I tried it, and maybe it didn’t work or you didn’t like it; rather than I sure wish I took that chance. Just do it. Ask yourself “why” or “why not”. You better have an answer you can sleep on, I’m just saying. I got my own life I’m trying to hold the reins on lol! But I want us all to win! Even if I don’t like you. Live you best life, boo.